As it seems that you're going further and further away, ignoring everything I've said and all, I feel like I just want to give up.
Ended up, you keep doing those things that I bet you didnt know at all; it hurts.
As I keep on looking and learning the things you are treating me and so on, you never put me first.
The priority of me seems to have faded, and everything actually comes to make sense.
Now all you want is friends all around you, and where do you put me ?
Sigh, if thats how you want it to be, if thats how you want me to be, fine.
You dont need me anyways, Im just being drawn to lies, which I believed from the start.
Everything could have be avoided, if only you didnt change, if only you didnt go away from me, if only you stayed, if only.
You're making me give up every single time, even though I resisted.
But then again, its too much.
You dont care about my feelings first, so why should I?
And even if I do, you dont bother to.
You've just changed for the best of you, not me, nor us.
And obviously, it seems that ego is within you.
Reading all those texts you send to me, makes me reminisce about those days.
I look forwards to those texts, but ended up being this way, where its the opposite.
I just dont know what else to say.
You made it happen.
Now you got new friends coming in, you'll be better off with them than me, right ?
And most importantly, you'll find someone whom you want to be with.
'covers face'
Ah forget it, I bet what you said about me, to you isnt that true anymore.
Right now, I just plain me; Im nothing.
Or maybe, Im just confused but you arent guiding me.
Or maybe, you just dont wish to live by my side.
I miss the old you. )':
Truthfully, I fucking miss you alot.
You're living your life, but I've stopped living mine since the day that you left, when you said goodbye.
-KhaiKhai
